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words that i live by:-
::love is always patient and kind, It is never jealous, Love is never boastful or conceited, It is never rude or selfish, It does not take offence, It is not resentful, Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, But delights in the truth, And it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope and
to endure whatever comes::
::love with all your heart and soul::
::Dance like no one's watching, Sing like no one's listening, Love like you've never been hurt, Live like it's Heaven on Earth::
::live life to the fullest!!::
::have no regrets::
::always speak your mind::
::don't bother about what people think of you as long as you feel good about yourself::
::all things logical are explainable::
::say "i love you" no matter when, no matter where, no matter how, no matter what::
::have faith and just believe...let fate decide::
::the greatest power:- to choose::
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
we need it because the sublettee destroyed our apartment. literally.
the kitchen is the dirtiest anyone has ever seen and so is the bathroom. what a bitch. and she takes hours in the washroom and mind you there's only one. and she doesnt throw any garbage out and she cooks everyday.
since i'm not working today, aly and i are doing all the cleaning to bring the apartment back to it's normal stage; to when it was just aly annie and i. when our apartment was constantly complimented about its cleanliness.
oh yes, did i ever tell you that our balcony is infested with pigeons? there were baby pigeons and all and they are a pest with their pooping all over the balcony and making their nest there. so i went to the dollar store to get one of those guns that just makes a big bang. i shot it once today and am glad that stupid bird flew away. after a while, i heard little chirps. LITTLE PIGEONS! in a different nest! they made two nests!!! stupid damn pigeons. i wish they would just go away and leave my balcony alone. i'm still not gonna give my gun up.
anyway, cleaning starts after i finish my soup.
Posted at 08:35 am by juinny
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Thursday, August 14, 2008
  the best apartment suite by far. two queens, complete kitchen and a big bathroom! and so to summarize, this trip was all about the food. yum!  at the poutine place...poutine - a french canadian dish. french fries with gravy and cheese curds. this poutine place have lots of poutine variety with a choice of adding other ingredients such as bacon and mince meat and sausages and etc. ohhh so good...   happy with veggie poutine...  concentrating...mmm...  ira enjoying first bite!  marilyn and her oversize poutine. she got a large and is wondering how to finish it...haha! she thought the small wouldn't be enough for her.  at an italian place. wanted to have french but it was just way out of budget.  it was a very dark place so a flash was necessary...  ira's extraordinary pose.  mikey's veggies...  seafood!  next stop, crepes for breakfast...  you have to know, when ira holds, the camera, you have to watch out for the battery life.   this pretty much explains my excitement...  ira's quiche...  dessert. fruits crepe...  us napping in back seat while...  marilyn drove...on the way home...
Posted at 07:27 am by juinny
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Wednesday, August 06, 2008
haha...as usual, i've picked the most inappopriate time to blog. the day before an exam.
sorry dear, can't help it. staring at stupid textbooks for too long isn't really that exciting.
since i've been long overdue, let me just list down the little updates in point form:
bro is back in malaysia. he should be having loads of fun.
all darlings got my gifts!
i got james' postcard and so did mike.
hendry turned 22!
wonderland was awesome! behemoth was awesome!
mike just sat for one of his apprenticeship exam.
mum is still all about my 'abandonment'.
and...i should be studying.
i believe that there will be more posting from now on since i won't be studying after friday noon till school starts. so i do intend to post pictures up hopefully since they've been long overdue. my bad.
i do have some other stuff to blog about but i guess i'll just leave those to the next post. till then...
Posted at 04:53 pm by juinny
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Wednesday, July 09, 2008
okay...i know i haven't been updating lately and everyone took me seriously about the balcony part. really, i was upset but no worries, not to the point where i'd jump.
happy birthday jo! you're legal now. don't do anything against the law!
lol...i love you!
well, i went camping two weeks ago with my aunt and family and her family friends. i think in total there was probably 30 ppl in 3 campsites. i invited mikey, hendry, aly and ira to come along. actually, mikey's wasn't an invite. it was a mandatory attendance to entertain me. haha.
so we drove all the way to balsam lake for 3.3 hours and bought fireworks along the way. some of the pictures turned out great!
oh yea...back to the scary post before hand, i'm on conditional offer now. i suck i know. and what's worse is i've recently gotten an addiction to guitar hero. bad eh? it first started with guitar hero being on a ds. and i managed to hack it with google's help. ha! anyway, it's bad.
well, now that i'm working more than 20 hrs each week, and with incoming money, i think i'm spending more. bad bad. how come all my post are bad? okok...must concentrate on good.
mikey has officially bought a house. as of aug 1st at least but since contract is signed and seen a lawyer and pre-approved for a mortgaged, it's a done deal. hopefully i'll be able to get good deals from home hardware for him. mon is kind enough to say that i can always ask nate for his employee discounts when fall comes cos then i won't have to take on two part time jobs. and really, i won't ever let go of the job at the hub, obviously.
btw, pattern of blog posts are when mikey is either sleeping or busy with something. haha!
Posted at 08:20 pm by juinny
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
my worst fears has arisen
i can't graduate
i shall die a painful death
i shall listen painfully to my parents' disappointed voices about not coming to my non existing convocation in june. hear them painfully discussing their ruined plans
watch all the loan money flow down the drain
the balcony looks very attractive right now
i got kicked out of my program
now is the perfect time to jump
Posted at 10:17 pm by juinny
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008
i really dont know how love works but all i know is if it's the reason that you're sad, then it's the only reason for you to be happy again.
somewhat i think or feel that my strong emotions led to my being more of a female. female and not woman because...differentiate by gender and not maturity and how you dress and those sort. lol
anyway, it felt a tonne better after releasing some anger, some lovely hug and some loving.
i am no longer jobless. not a job that was at all intended but i'm sticking to my words and not following my heart. i just realized that i finally have retail experience with this job. that's the only thing remaining from my resume. i've got customer experience, waitress, office, and now retail! gotta say, it's one of the shortest time period from when you receive a phone call regarding an interview (9.30am) till the time you're standing outside the store with a handbook and tax forms for payroll(11.30am).
well, this being said, mike and i won't be seeing each other that often anymore. but he's willing to shift to the afternoon shift if i have too many shifts in the weekday. i was actually more concern for the weekend but i guess i can forego a day if i'm still getting him for the whole week. boss said that it's only one day in the weekend anyway. sat and sun open hours are usually way shorter compared to weekdays. latest i'll be working till is only 8.30pm which is really good since generally any store in a mall are generally open till 9pm.
parents sound good so far. last time we conference we were talking about britain's got talent and mum buying jeans for me. i no longer trust her taste but she kept assuring me that i should just try them on and if they don't fit, i can give it away and that's it's really cheap because my mum gets the most impresive deals.
still no happy c yet but working on it and spending some money on it too. there's still a part of me that's afraid of disappointment though.
i wanna go shopping this weekend for black jeans. reason is for work but i just really want to spend some money. i haven't been able to do that for a while since i'm broke. hopefully now with some tiny bit of income, i'd be able to cover rent.
i love michael philip murakami! love, jacey
Posted at 10:10 pm by juinny
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Monday, May 26, 2008
it's been awhile since i last blogged. basically been busy with downloading, lazying around and stuff. nothing serious. jobless, fat, broke and stupid. sigh, can it get any worse?
i went to the dentist today to see a specialist on my tooth infection. after a 15 minutes wait of just sitting on the 'special' chair, doc comes in, gave a poke that hurt and said that i needed surgery. he said 'since there was a cancellation today, we can start the surgery immediately." i was shocked because i was only expecting a check up and for further advice on treatment. so i asked how much it would be. it costs $900 for a one side surgery plus bone somethingy.
900!!! that's like 3 times my rent. i'm not earning a cent and i'm not asking for parents for money.
so doc asked some lady to tell me about what my insurance covers and left leaving me waiting again. when he was back with this other doc bringing in a tray of needles, he layed me down and started injecting me. that hurt stupid freak! then he left again saying that it will take about 5 minutes for my mouth to be numb.
During the wait, the lady and the nurse at the front desk came in. Apparently the insurance company that my school is involved with will only give me a paper estimate which means they will only notify me through slow mail. plus, insurance companies do not like it when patients do the deed before informing them especially about things like surgery. There's also the likelihood that they will not cover me since i did not inform them. The nurse told me that it's okay to not do the surgery now and wait till later and advised me to talk to a financial person. she was really nice and understood that we, 'students' do not have money.
so i walked out of the place with half my mouth frozen. bloody doc. i don't want to go back to that place again if i can help it.
today dates 4 months into relationship. now that i'm not preoccupied with so many school meetings and part time working at school, we've been seeing each other everyday. i'm pretty much taking up 90% of his free time not including sleep. pretty bad for him since he doesnt really get much alone time or any other time as a matter of fact. we really shouldn't see each other so often but he really dislikes the idea of not seeing each other which makes it sound like we're on a break. and it's not even that we're bored of each other.
as for family side, things hasn't been going well at all. mum gave a scary email the other day saying that she was really upset that i told her about not wanting to live together after graduating. she also mentioned that it was like i'm abandoning her before she's old and all that sort. in return, obviously i was furious seeing as that wasn't what i meant to do. i merely just wanted my freedom. everytime i think of home, i just remember the restrictions, the staying in your room because you're not allowed tv and computer, and that you have to be home by midnight or that phone ringing is from your dad. i just can't help feeling that way.
to make things worse, bro was sitting on the fence about this issue and everyone keeps saying that i've become westernize now that i've been here for 3 years. i also hated the fact that they brought in having a boyfriend issue. i always wanted my own place and to live freely without walls but it turned out to be a disappointment. so far no reply from mum or dad yet about this. not sure if they're not able to check their email or that it's taking them quite awhile to digest this information.
i think i need to be more outgoing. ever since mike and i got together that's pretty much all my weekend. i haven't seen aly in a while and i don't even know how she's coping up with things especially since annie left for china. she was really devastated when her last relationship didn't work out for her. i also feel bad everytime she makes a suggestion to go somewhere and i'd have to tell her 'sorry, i'm waiting for mike.' and that the new tenant taking over annie's room who isn't friendly ain't helping much on the situation.
gotta say, i feel somewhat more emotional after taking the pill. not sure if it's the works of the hormones but it's just something that i'm feeling. at least i no longer feel like puking.
i hope that everyone else is doing better than i am. i do wish that i could go home just for a little while to see how everyone is doing but the money factor is weighing down plus the rise in gas isn't helping.
know that i love you and missing you lots.
Posted at 03:53 pm by juinny
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Sunday, May 04, 2008
my brain is gonna explode. i've gotta decide by next friday.
option 1:
continue looking for a job. possibility of getting a full time office job is now 0.1%. so the remaining possibilities are to take on maybe two part time jobs just to cover basic expenses and rent. will be taking CSC since i'm already registered and intend to finish it by this summer. not going to school though gives an allowance to travel home for 2 weeks. however, the air tickets are so expensive and 2 weeks doesnt seem worth it at all.
option 2:
take 2 courses in school and look for a part time job. forget about the possibility of working in a firm. pay tuition fees by myself and get like two part time job to cover courses. this would take up a lot of time. CSC is also part of the picture.
option 3:
take 3 courses and apply for osap. thing is osap needs a full course load for the fall and winer term and i'm already 0.5 credit above the needed amount. i don't want to waste money that i don't have to. applying for osap also means that when i graduate, i will have more debt. this option also includes CSC.
ouch. you tell me when you would pick. option to ask parents for money is the last and final option because i'd rather be independent of their money. i have been very independent since 2 years ago.
ps: osap is a loan and CSC is a course
Posted at 09:57 pm by juinny
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Saturday, April 26, 2008
imagine this!
conferencing with mummy...
sudden voice of a girl moaning. mummy going "aiyo...aiyo!"
me laughing my ass off!
mummy laughing too!
mummy explaining that she clicked on an advertisement and porn popped up...
HAHAHAHA!!!
Posted at 11:14 pm by juinny
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Thursday, April 24, 2008
well, marks are out...pretty much the worst ever without a fail.
hahaha! but i'm so happy because i won't be retaking any!
looks like i'll survive without taking courses during the summer. so i'm praying hard for a summer job.
it's so nice to get finals out of the way. currently, i've been spending money and earning money. i took lots of shifts at the hub since i'm not doing anything anyways.
i know i promised pictures but the internet is really slow. so don't blame me. it's not my fault. though i do have one picture to show off.
this is a typical meal that my mikey makes me. aren't i special? lol...
Posted at 09:48 pm by juinny
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